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it's a miracle! my computer works! jack like went in my room and all of a sudden it was working so i'm doing a quick update before i go see the descent.
michael graduated today - yay michael! it was anixety and nerve wracking having the whole extended family there with people not speaking to eachother and all but i guess that's just the way dysfunction and family events work.
i'm exhausted lately... depressed... anxious... haven't cut since the first. went to a buffet today for the lunch after the graduation and only ate cottage cheese, fruit, and soup. everyone got worried. "is that enough?" and my mom "monitored my bathroom use" afterwards. that pissed me off. i'm not some child who needs to be watched. i can not puke on my own, thank you very much, and i haven't in quite some time.
get paid tomorrow at work. i need the money to buy books. school starts in 3 weeks... i'm really excited. anyways...
off to the movie.
michael graduated today - yay michael! it was anixety and nerve wracking having the whole extended family there with people not speaking to eachother and all but i guess that's just the way dysfunction and family events work.
i'm exhausted lately... depressed... anxious... haven't cut since the first. went to a buffet today for the lunch after the graduation and only ate cottage cheese, fruit, and soup. everyone got worried. "is that enough?" and my mom "monitored my bathroom use" afterwards. that pissed me off. i'm not some child who needs to be watched. i can not puke on my own, thank you very much, and i haven't in quite some time.
get paid tomorrow at work. i need the money to buy books. school starts in 3 weeks... i'm really excited. anyways...
off to the movie.
i'm so glad you're excited about school! hopefully things will setlle down once you get into a routine.
Mike touched it and it worked! lol
Yay for Michael! :)
Congrats to him!
Yay for no cutting since the first!
Thats so awesome hon!
i'm proud of you! :)
I used to get upset when people monitered my bathroom use after meals...
but i also got upset when they didnt... like they didnt care or something.
So no one could ever win with me, lol.
Though I never let them know i was upset when they didn't.
Have fun at the movies!
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